you know, i'm fucking sick of people criticizing me just because of what i like. YES i did go to the midnight show for new moon, YES i thought it was awesome, OF FUCKING COURSE i'm gonna read the books over again for the twenty-billionth time but don't fucking shove your criticisms in my face just because i happen to walk into the room.

this kid kid in my music theory class saw me wearing my new moon shirt and immediately starts saying shit about it. like i really don't mind that you hate it, but why should i have to listen to you just because i walked into the room? so he says "twilight is so gay. it's like harry potter but a rip-off." so i turn my face to him and say "yeah and you're like a good musician, but a rip-off." he literally shut his face for the rest of the class. they're two fucking different books moron, go learn to read first then maybe we can have a normal human conversation.

the next day i come in with 4 hours of sleep, relieved after seeing the movie and my one friend - btw she is anti-twilight but was one of few who didn't bitch at me - and asks me how the movie was, i said it was good and much better than the first one. then some other kid turns around and has to talk about how much he hates it and how gay it is. and i literally yelled at him, "you know i had to deal with people like you for the past two days. the second i walked into the room i had to listen to people bitch because of me - as if i should feel more ashamed of myself just because you don't like it. i only got 4 hours of sleep - which was so worth it - but you REALLY don't wanna fuck with me right now because i'm goddamn tired of dealing with people's crap."

like i have friends who absolutely HATE it, LOATHE it, or never even read it and refuse to. THAT'S OKAY WITH ME. but why should i deal with other people's crap the second i walk into a room? ME LIKING TWILIGHT IS THE SAME AS ANY OTHER PERSON WHO LIKES ANYTHING ELSE. it was nice hearing from people who hate twilight simply ask me, "so how was the movie?" i thank those people for not bitching and moaning at me. btw i don't like twilight because everyone else does. i learned to fall in love with the books myself. i know the vampires in this book aren't real and obviously the vampires are different from the fucking myths and legends out there. I"M NOT A RETARD. SO WASTE YOUR CRAP ON OTHER PEOPLE WHO WANT TO LISTEN.


please and thank you.




sorry i'm just frustrated cause that second time i yelled at that other person, i cried.